I have midterms tomorrow but I don’t care anymore. Things have been going smoothly for me. I worked things out with a special friend and all that hatred seems to be gone. But, I still have some settling to do. First, I need to admit some things about myself. I can’t really deny things and trust myself that bad things won’t happen. If I start admitting that I can’t go through certain things or do certain things, that’ll be another step of maturity. Also, it will affect how I think and make decisions in the future. For sure, this will prevent any hurt from coming to anyone. I need to remain calm and don’t have false hope for things and high expectations for people. I need to keep following Christ. I need to relax and just be myself.