i should sleep
It’s really starting to hit me. Within less than a year, 3 very important people in my life have gone to continue the next chapter of their lives. A LOT has been going on around me and I don’t even have time to take it all in. I want a break from everything and everyone..maybe just some time for myself to think. I’m starting to go a little crazy and a little emotional. Soft? Go ahead and call me that. Angry? Most certainly. I cannot do a single thing to change this or change the past. I know that everything will not be the same and I’m honestly so afraid that I won’t experience the same happiness I had back then.
Maybe, I’m still in my comfort zone. Maybe, I just can’t ever let go. Maybe, I’m still not moving forward. Maybe, I’m not letting God take care of things.